Mera Sacha Pyaar

mera nam Armaan waqasjuttl708@gmail.com⇈ha aur me chd me rhta hu ajj me apko apne love ke bare me btane ja rha hu jise me bahut2 pyar karta tha hum phli bari mere cousin ki merrige me mile use time meri age 18 sall thi jab mene use face to face dekha tab mujhe asa lga ki usse jada khobsurat ladki life me ho hi nai sakti but kissi trah ki fillings nai thi use time par normally marrige khatm ho gai sab relative apne apne ghar aa gye meri family bhi apne ghar chd aa gye life bilkul thik chal rai thi ki 6 mahino ke bad mere tau(not real) ke sath wo ladki hmare ghar aai mujhe nai pta tha ki wo mere kis relation me lagti ha mujhe nai pta tha. tau ji ka 32 ke hospital me kuch check up krwana tha aur sath me us ladki ne bhi koi checkup krwana tha sory me uska name btana bhul gya apko uska name tha minakshi(menu) to chek up ke silsile me use mere ghar rukna pdha tha . wo hmare ghar me 10 din tak rahi in das dino me humne bahut masti ki bacho ki trah ladte the bato bato me me uski kafi bajti karta tha mjak me rat ko hum chath par sote the sath me meri bhua bhi soti thi but jab bhua so jati thi tab bahut bate karte the hum holi holi hum rat ke 3 bje tak bate karte rhate the asa karte hua 10 din kab nikal gya pta hi nai chala aur uske jane ka time aa gya jis din usne jana tha use se phichli rat ko usne mujhe rat ko sone nai diya jab me bar2 sone ki acting kar rha tha to mujhe kah rai thi ki ajj mera last day ha ajj mujhe apko ji bhar ke dekh lene do nind to mujhe bhi nai aa rai thi but but me use show nai karna chata tha use rat ka pta bhi nai chala kab wo rat nikal gai jab wo jane wali thi to use time mujhe ye pta lagta ha ki menu meri cousion ha menu mere dada ji ke bhai ke ladke ki ladki thi ye sun kar mujhe bahut bura lga kyoki in 10 dino me mujhe usse bahut atchment ho gai thi ab uske jane ka time aa gya tha me use hospital chod kar aya jha usne tau ji ke sath mile kar apne ghar jana tha wo sab hissar me rhte the jab mene use choda hospital chaod kar wpis ghar ki taraf muda to mere ankho me ansso aa gye aur me in ansso ko rok nai paya use time mujhe kuch nai lena tha ki wo meri cousion ha ya nai ha use time jo mere man me fiilings thi wo inse kahi jada badi thi me use chodne ke bad ghar aa kar bhi roya 1,2 mahine use bahut yad kiya mene fir 8 mahine bad gao me ek cousion ki fir se marrige aa gayi mujhe pta tha ki usne is marrige me jarrur ana ha me kafi jada excitment me tha usse milne ke liye aur me usse milna to chata tha but use show nai karna chata tha ki me itna utawla hu ussemilne ke liye me marrige me pahuncha sabhi ristedar aa rakhe the but wo kahi bhi dhikai nai de rai the mene apne cousin se pucha ki wo hissar wale ristedar nai aye to usne ye kha ki abhi thodi der phle unka call aya tha ki wo pahuchne wale ha ye sunkar me khush ho gya . ye sab bate hone ke 1 ghante bad me nhane ke liye bathroom ja rha tha ki mene dekha ki menu ji apni mumy ke sath beg utha kar aa rai ha yaro use time jo filling ayi use dekh kar wo kabhi nai ayi thi wo aai mene use dekha usne mujhe dekha humne face se koi reaction nai diya ek dusre ko but asa lga dil ka coneection dil se ho rha ho marrige ho rahi thi me ek room me baitha hua tha akela thodi der bad menu bhi waha aa gai aur hum bate karne lag gye bate bato2 me usne mujhe bta diya ki wo mujhw like karti ha but pta nai me samjh nai paya but mujhe itna fill hota tha ki jo fillings mere andar ha wo usme bhi ha use marrige me usne mera poora dhyan rkha ab fir bari aa gai bhichdne ki wo hi sab khuch hua jo last time dur hone se hua tha uske bad jaise2 me thoda samjhdar hone lga to mujhe lagne lga ki menu meri cusion lagti ha age ja kar mene lgatar 2 sall tak gao ki kisi bhi marrige me nai gya kyoki mujhe pta tha ki menu wha ayegi aur me jitna use milu ga mujhe aur jada attacment hogi usse aur usse dur jana mushkil ho jayega kisi trah ye 2 sal nikal gya me 22 sal ka ho gya me sochne lga ki ek gf bna leta hu ki kya pta me is relation me ane ke bad use relation ko bhul jau mene gf bna li uska name tha priynka priyka ladki kafi samjhdar dhikhne me sweat thi hum phle week me 1 bar milte the fir dhire2 ek din chod kar hum milne lag gye sab kuch thik chal rha tha ek din mujhe kisi unknown no se call aai jab mene call attend ki aur jab mene uski awaj suni to heran rah gya ki ise mera no kha se mila but me kafi happy bhi tha ki mujhe uski awaj sunne ko mile rai ha 2 sal bad uski awj sun rha tha me fir hmare bhiche me kafi bate hui uska mere pass ab daily call ane lag gya hmare bhich me sab purani bate bhi hui usne mujhe btaya ki me tujhe bahut pasand karti hu mene bhi kha ki use time me bhi tujhe bahut like karta tha me use ye nai btana chata tha ki me tujhe abhi bhi like karta hu kyo ki mene use apni gf ke bare me bta diya diya tha fir dhire uski call ani kam ho gai me use bta nai ska ki ki me ab bhi tujh se kitna pyar karta hu dosto first love kismat walo ko milta ha me ab bhi usse bahut miss karta hu but me use isliye nai btana chata kyoki wo meri cousion ha aur age me uske sath future kaise dekh sakta hu agar app ke pass kuch solution ho to app jarur btana ki asi situation me use kaise pa sakta hu ya mujhe use bhul jana chaiye.

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